Attitude adjustment

For as long as I can remember I have always been a loner.  As much as I enjoy the company of others, it is in solitude that I am most comfortable.  Even more so since my awakening.  I have time to reflect on my thoughts and from observations I've had during my day, perhaps a conversation or something that I saw or heard in passing. 

Being attuned to diverse energies and frequencies, my own energy depletes rapidly on days where I feel mentally tired. As a human sponge to energy and exposed to various characters and their behaviors, attitude as well as their feelings weigh me down when I allow it. 

Since my awakening, I see my peers and family in a different light, where 3 years ago I took part in gossip and openly complained, feeling, annoyed, angry and frustrated over someone bumping into me or cutting in front of me whilst driving put a huge bug up my nose. I have no interests in these matters any more.  I am not ashamed of my former behaviour or attitude either as I didn't know any better - you would think that a married woman in her 30's raising three children would know better right? Not that this is an excuse but the majority of the people in my community and places where I go all seem to share the same attitude. Always busy rushing around, getting upset and frustrated at the most tedious detail and allowing other people to anger them.  I was most definitely like this and am so grateful now to be able to view people and situations with evolving eyes.  As I had adopted this behaviour for over 30 years, this manner of thinking and personal conduct was all I knew, it did not occur to me that my behavioural patterns and thoughts had detrimental effects on my soul and spirit, to be honest I really didn't care or give much thought as to whether or not it affected me in any way. I was mostly concerned with being right and having the last word!  So grateful am I to have experienced this negative pattern within me that it took a tremendous amount of self-reflection, self forgiveness and forgiveness of others which was one of the most heart-wrenching, emotionally painful and draining personal experiences I have lived through. I now take pause on my thoughts before giving voice to them.  If a person or situation doesn't sit right with me I allow time to analyse why, I question myself and take into consideration the other persons thoughts and behaviour before I take action and have realised this works best for me, I don't retaliate in anger, but rather a thoughtful and logical way to respond which benefits both parties, this way of dealing with matters is an amazing transformation from my former self who would have been hot tempered and belittling.  Far am I from where I need to be on being an improved version of me, this is a continual lesson where I learn every day and acknowledge that there will always be room for self improvement. 

It is a peaceful attitude that I am adopting, I notice every single day how far I have journeyed with my behaviour and thoughts.  If it isn't positive, I say nothing. If someone acts to what I perceive to be irresponsible or selfish, I take a breath and do or say nothing, but if I have to, it is with a peaceful and calm demeanour......such an improvement!

I AM truly grateful for these lessons which are now being passed on to my children and those around me.

 

Healing

My path to healing began shortly after my awakening. I experienced sorrow when next to people who were having difficulties or those who were in pain whether emotionally or physically. It was as if I felt the need to reach out to them, of course I did not as I did not know what their reaction would be.  At that particular time I was hurdling through a lot of obstacles such as dealing with energies I could sense, trying to understand why I could feel different vibrations and inexplicable mood swings.  I remember sitting and attempting to process what was happening to me, a calmness overcame me followed by knowing I could heal. I had an incredibly strong urge to call the angels and heal, that sounds egotistical, but it all came from within, the sentiment came from something deeper than my mind! It just so happened that my friend, Sofia was suffering from back ache, I had spoken to her about a healing and asked if she wouldn't mind me trying to help her to which she agreed.  I had never thought I would be in this position or even contemplated ever "healing" someone in my life, never read about it either. Everything I did felt natural.  I asked the angels to protect me and grounded myself? - I didn't know where that came from at the time.  I called Archangel Raphael to guide and use me and thought of my friend, I then sent the intention to heal, it was lovely, the peace and gentleness that came through me was phenomenal, I didn't realise it, but being a channel for such amazing energy reaps benefits as I was also experiencing the energy.  The following day my friend told me she went to bed with a thumping headache and woke up pain free! So began my journey to healing.

I have been told on numerous occasions that after speaking to me or being near me people feel so much better, and any emotional issues seem simplified after a conversation / text from me.  All I can say is that the Angels are truly amazing to be able to guide me in making someone else feel that much better. 
 
I have performed a lot of one to one and distant healing over the past two years, all with astounding results, I must reemphasise that I am NOT the healer but an instrument through which the energy is channeled. Stretching this beautiful service I offer I became a Reiki & Seichem practitioner and am hoping to do my Mastership this year. 

Should you feel you need a healing of some form, distant or one to one, please contact me. clairsentientangel@gmail.com

Intuitive photo readings

I became aware of messages coming to me every time I walked by a photo of my husband's  grandfather, I had questions about the photo that my husband unfortunately could not answer.  I distinctly remember that before I "tuned" in I kept calling my youngest two girls "bean", this went on for about a week which was unlike me, although I have nicknames for daughters, I never would have gone for "bean"!  The message from the photo was really bugging me, I had impressions of a cat - I am not real cat lover, so I had no idea why.  My in-laws live in the Caribbean, so asking them questions that I wanted straight away was not easy, much to my husband's reluctance I forced him to ask his father if he had a cat when he was younger, it turned out that he did, and his name was BEAN!!  At that moment I knew I was on to something.

I asked my friend to bring photos of people I didn't know to see if I could sense anything from them.  I had literally spent an entire afternoon doing readings, feeling all sorts of emotions, taking on habits and mannerisms of the people in the pictures.  It was amazing and it all felt completely natural to me and it was according my friend accurate!  Over time I have strengthened this ability, with the support of my angels and guides I forward whatever information is given to me.   

It truly is amazing to experience someone else's life through a photo.  This is why I believe it is so important never to do judge someone by their appearances, everyone has a story that no one knows of.  I AM so very grateful to posses an amazing gift especially when I know it is helping another soul.

WHAT HAPPENS DURING A READING?

 Once I have received your photo, I call upon both our angels and guides. I then enlarge it, study it then open myself to receive the information. I type whatever information is given, sometimes it can by cryptic and I won't understand it, regardless it will make sense to you.  I have learnt to just go with whatever I am given, it is definitely not for me to decide what and what not to write.  On occasion after I have forwarded your reading the info may take a few days or perhaps months to absorb.  Most people understand the majority or all of it straight away. All readings are very personal and individual and will only make sense to you. 

If you are interested in a reading please e-mail me: clairsentientangel@gmail.com